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Take this second Think Feel Be Be yourself Be who you see in the mirror Be the one you become in the dark Take this moment  Be  the feelings The thoughts  of your person Look in the mirror and see this moment In this moment you are what you see in the mirror
Catch me if you can dare to catch me when you can When you can I will be there Waiting Hoping Praying When I can I will catch you When you fall on your face When you lose yourself When your stumbling through life When we can We will walk together Knowing That we can

Not yours

Your call is like a sweet whisper Beautiful Enchanting Always sweet You are a drug and I am addicted to you You and I we were born into each other When we are together the world beware You make me laugh You make me cry You promise me the world With you I am the sun and the moon With you I need only me I control what you control You control what I control You control in my control Control is not an issue here You are in control You control my thoughts my actions my words You control all that I control I DO NOT BELONG TO YOU

Moment of madness

In selfishness and foolishness  I sin    In love and mercy  Jesus died for me I am new I am free  Jesus christ is here

In the end

I am moved to the pit of my soul  when I think  of the sound of the trumpet Scared Scared and scared is what I am It is not the when that scares me it is the what the what that becomes of me With the sound of the trumpet I want to be ready

No regrets

TODAY IS MINE TOMORROW I DON'T KNOW  WHAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW IS MORE IMPORTANT  THAN WHAT SHOULD HAVE HAPPENED

The war within

Bang! Bang! In this land all I hear Bang! Bang! In my home Warmth Love  Happiness Peace In this land Children die Old men pray for a time long forgotten Young women know only loss Women cry for their children In this land I AM THE ENEMY In a war against no-one A war against someone A war for someone A war for nothing Bang! Bang! She lived for only 3 months When the gun went off She lived no-more I am left with the regret of holding that gun  and bringing the Bang! Bang!

Walk with me

Walk me half-way Walk me the whole way Walk me to the ends of the Earth Walk me everywhere That means nothing to me Walk with me through the rain Walk with me on sunny days Walk with me Because you and i We This Is love

Mirror Mirror

Mirror  Mirror  On the wall Who is this that I see? Who is this that I am? Am I this that I see?

Refuse to see in you what others expect you to be

Found a "note" that I wrote on my Facebook account in 2011 and I just could not think of a reason why I could not post it here. Sometimes I wonder why I am not a writer, who knows? I am still young after all.  Once upon a time there was a little pig,this little pig liked to take a bath every morning before all the other pigs were awake,she enjoyed having her owner put little pink ribbons on her head and take her for walks. The other pigs would eat breakfast and spend the day sniffing around for anything to chew and then they would sleep,whilst this little pig would go for a walk and watch the sheep graze. Then one day she met up with a cat,this farm cat was beautiful,well fed and very graceful. The pig asked the cat to teach it to be just as graceful. The cat showed the pig how to lick itself but this was not to the pigs liking. The cat showed the pig how to catwalk and the pig was able to do this perfectly. When the pig went back to the other pigs the pigs refused to a...
"Gone Too Soon" - Daughtry Today could have been the day, That you blow out your candles, Make a wish as you close your eyes. Today could have been the day, Everybody was laughing, Instead I just sit here and cry, Who would you be? What would you look like, When you looked at me for the very first time? Today could have been the next day of the rest of your life. Not a day goes by, That I don't think of you, I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose, Such a ray of light we never knew, Gone too soon, yeah. Would you have been president Or a painter, an author, or sing like your mother? One thing is evident, Would've given all I had, Would've loved you like no other. Who would you be, What would you look like, Would you have my smile and her eyes? Today could have been the next day of the rest of your life. Not a day goes by, That I don't think of you, I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose, Such a ray of light we never knew, Gone ...

Wanting to be normal

We spend so much time looking to be accepted and "normal" that we loose ourselves giving to the world what we dont have and getting nothing from a world that promises us peace and happiness.  Dear Dimakatso You are just 13 and I know how difficult it is that you are always having to spend your time alone and as an outcast. I know you would rather be this person than be like the rest of your peers,keep that attitude.  Your love for your best friend is the beginning of the kind of friend you are and the friend that you will be in the future. Sarafina is not always going to be around but you have already met your bestest friend,you both dont know it yet. Sometimes you will be the bad guy but a majority of the time you will be the heroine of the teenage you. You will go through a rebellious stage,hang in there,that is not the person you are meant to be. You are smart and beautiful and that is not a bad thing. You will fall in love and out of love,just stay a romantic an...

Friendship

I have spent quite a portion of my life trying to fit in and be part of the crowd, be cool and have everyone think I am awesome.  Did I ever succeed? Hells no! Do I still wanna be in the "in-crowd" Hmmm! What do you call the in-crowd at my age?  Do you call it a bunch of people calling attention to themselves? Do you call them friends that have become a family? I have no idea. I know the kind of friendship that is important to me though. A relationship of respect, love and total acceptance. Respect? Respect my decisions and my opinions. Hold my hand when I go down a crazy road and be there to help pick up the peaces when all fails.  Love me not for the crazy moments of laughter but love me when I am wrong and want to be right so much. Love me through the misunderstandings. Remember how we met and why you and I have been friends for so long and learn to love the good and the bad about me.Remember you are not a walk over and don'...

Hopeful

When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us. By : Helen Keller {Sent using AppFlute Inspirational Quotes Android App.}

Truth

Telling the truth is one of the hardest things human beings can do. Sometimes we dont wanna be honest because we are ashamed of how other people would look at us or how the world views the wrong we do in the dark and even ho w ashamed we are of what is hidden in our hearts. I am not one meant to keep secrets. I want my life to be an example to others or even my mistakes to teach a lot of people how to avoid making the same mistakes. I am ready to be out in the open. Haha! Just glad im not coming out of the closet. It must be hard letting people know what lifestyle you have chosen,like being a lesbian. Maybe I should start by being honest about this: Im a sinner and I have spent a long time in the prison of sin. I have hurt people out of anger. I have cheated and man have I lied. I have been forgiven by Jesus and I am a proud Christian. I am not some Jesus freak that goes around telling people that I am perfec t because I have a 2nd chance but what I am is a human being wh...

Never give up

"Whatever fortune brings, don't be afraid of doing things." By : A. Milne {Sent using AppFlute Inspirational Quotes Android App.}

Striving

We must become the change we want to see. By : Mahatma Gandhi {Sent using AppFlute Inspirational Quotes Android App.}

Religion vs Beliefs

"To devote your life to the good of all and to the happiness of all is religion. Whatever you do for your own sake is not religion." By : Swami Vivekananda {Sent using AppFlute Inspirational Quotes Android App.}

Heaven

We are a country that welcomes all religions but we are also a country that believes in prayer and ancestors and all that. I am grateful for this fact. Who wouldnt be? We are born into a world where we are not forced into a religion or a way of life and without the power of chosing our own beliefs. Everyone worships in peace and we are able to work together,live together and share in the fruits of the land. One of my friends is from India and in his religion they have a set diet;vegies and fruit. When I think about it, I always say no... i could never live without my meat. Talking to him a while back,I respected the young man he is;passionate and quite committed to his religion,beliefs and way of life. It didnt matter to me that he wasnt a Christian or that he would never marry outside his ethnic group. I just saw a young man who wasnt going to let the world shake and shape his beliefs. The respect I had for him grew and I was proud to have met Ankit Neglur,hopefully when he is as fa...

Wise words lead to wise decisions

"Watch your thoughts, they become your words Watch your words, they become your actions Watch your actions, they become your habits Watch your habits, they become your character Watch your character, it becomes your destiny. " By : Source Unknown {Sent using AppFlute Inspirational Quotes Android App.}

Peo-ple

The human race has one really effective weapon, and that is laughter. By : Mark Twain We meet people everyday. Some new to our circle and some old. Some of them are our friends,some acquintances and some are enemies. Those new people we meet, we reject or accept. Prejudice and discrimination are everywhere. Sometimes we are the real definition of discrimination. Discrimination can be fair or unfair but everyday we choose which kind of discriminator we want to be. I choose to be fair. But is my fair everyones kind of fair? Is it fair that I reject people who love to make fun of others? Is it fair that I cant stand drunk people being all up in my space? Is it fair that I only make friends with people I can stand? Is it fair that I love bad boys? Is it fair that I cant stand people who make it their lifes mission to look like "good people"? Its all fair to me because my life morals and beliefs depict that my decisions and discrimination be geared in such a way. ...

Learning something new everyday

"Hatred is a self-addressed envelope." By : Ahmed Rehab {Sent using AppFlute Inspirational Quotes Android App.}

Leave me alone

In my head Rage Hurt Murder In my heart Pain Loss Unrest On the tip of my tongue LEAVE ME ALONE

I need to...

You've got to follow your passion. You've got to figure out what it is you love - who you really are. And have the courage to do that. I believe that the only courage anybody ever needs is the courage to follow your own dreams. By : Oprah Winfrey Sent {using AppFlute Inspirational Quotes Android App.}

Vampire diaries season 4 episode 11

Saw my ex yesterday and my heart beat like crazy. Do i still have feelings for him? Hells no! Then i watched vampire diaries,and heard stefan say to Elena that the reason she thinks he has changed is because she doesnt know him when he is not in love with her. The exact same thing that happened between me and Sihle. I didnt know him when he stopped loving me. He became that guy he used to be before me and i wanted him to love me again. I need him to. For a long time i blamed myself and hated myself for all the hurt and pain i put him through. Then i realised that i let him,he stopped loving me but i forced myself on him. I know how unchristian it is of me but i still hate him. As long as there is no "Im sorry" from him then I think il need time to get over this myself. Il need time,patience and alot of prayer. I rushed into so many relationships after him and i kept trying to change the men i was with trying to stop from getting hurt. But all i needed was to give myse...

Watching Invictus

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Today I watched Invictus and as a black South African,I wasnt impressed at first. I started thinking to myself "Damn these Americans, why dont they tell their own stories?" Then I watched the movie and 30 min into the movie I listen to Matt Damon speaking and all I thought was WOW! This guy is AMAZEBALLZ! I didnt see this American guy trying to portray a South African, I saw a white afrikaans South African(Dont know if im saying that right). It made me understand the difference between using a South African actor and using a Hollywood actor. I doubt anyone would have been able to portray the role of Mandela or even Pienaar the way Matt and Morgan did. I think their acting gave the movie that star quality. South African film makers have alot to learn but I believe in the South African brand. So what if America has taken over? We dont have to copy anyone else when we are our brand. Our stories could never be the same as that of the americans. When they look at us they think ...

Why I blog

Emotions can be a deadly thing and sometimes they are the most wonderful thing in the world. When we are in love, we embrace them and welcome them like a breath of fresh air. Once things turn sour, we hate feeling things, we even go as far as to pretend we don't have them.  I am done pretending I don't feel. Heck my feelings are just as strong as the next person. The only difference is that, besides my mom, I really don't have anyone to go and have long chats with. I have actually discovered that people always say "talk to me, about anything. Just be honest and open, it's okay" or whatever people say to make you share your life, deepest thoughts, your secrets and your true feelings. But people don't really care about what you're thinking. You can make a comment about the weather, about politics or even what celebrities are doing but tell them exactly what is in your head and they break it down and your left feeling less of a person. Do I need a ...